I often think that I fall short and am not good enough.
The advise is that I should fake it till I make it. Compensate my perceived inadequacy with a lie.
In reality the problem is that I worry what people think of me. Silly really.
So I tell lies to myself and make myself believe in the lie. To puff myself up.
Bluffing myself. I become the lie.
Contagious. More silly.
Fake for life. Sad.
Why can’t I just be myself without being a fake and be secure just being that?