I often think that I fall short and am not good enough.

The advise is that I should fake it till I make it. Compensate my perceived inadequacy with a lie.

In reality the problem is that I worry what people think of me. Silly really.

So I tell lies to myself and make myself believe in the lie. To puff myself up.

Bluffing myself. I become the lie.

Contagious. More silly.

Fake for life. Sad.

Why can’t I just be myself without being a fake and be secure just being that?


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