Be truthful about my motives and intentions. I do not owe anybody an explanation or the truth behind my motives in the things that I do. The least I should do is to be honest with myself about why I have chosen to do what I do. If I cannot do that even that much then things will become unresolvable and I will keep going round and round stuck.
Telling myself untruths does not only corrupt me but it twists me up and turns me inside out.